we r both stupid

计算着为你流下了多少眼泪
就代表又对我的心 撒了多少谎
但每次我都选择 选择相信
相信你是 爱我的

倔强的以为我真的能改变你
看你装无辜的眼神 我很窒息
难道你没有看见 看见我对你的好
还是你忘了 那些数不清的爱情轨迹

spm over!

five year schooling in secondary school, one month spm examination,really make me gone crazy!now, spm exam end! yeah! it is really free now....but wat am i going to do next??? will my spm result pass wit flying colours? will i get matriculation? quite worry bout dat...i dont want to study form six lahhhh....anyway, enjoy dis few months 1st n hope i hv a wonderful holiday!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

u know, today n yesterday i am very sad? u dont know! but i know u sad...i hv lot of experience of dissapointed n grief all alone, hope one cn encourage me, console me, so when u sad, i dowant u 2 suffer same like me and bear the misery alone, so i try to chat wit u, but wat u respond to me really hurt me, and make me disapointed.. i feel dat i really a stupid, i hide my sorrow inside, pretend happy and make jokes wit u...but y u respond such 2 me! i always sympathized others, but who will cares me?! huh!
seem lk everyone thk dat i was d one who easy 2 be "bully",friends r lk dat, teacher also lk dat.i smile 2 u , i nodded my head, not mean dat i admit, i juz dowan to argue wit u!i will never, never be that "good" again..

we are poles apart..

June

june june june~一年12个月里最喜欢的就是六月。生日快要到了，但一年里最期待也最不期待的就是生日。this year, i am waiting for my birthday juz 2 get driving lisence otherwise i don"t want my birthday come so fast! juz left one week holiday. uhhhh!!!!

i hv 2

okk retire

今天是我们的modern maths 老师，Encik Ong Kok King 退休日和生日。昨天我们5SA3就已经和老师，jim alice n ooi lay seik老师，拍照和录影。我们唱很多首歌。例如：forever love,朋友，生日歌，twinkle star等。。今天早上我们全班也下去食堂和老师庆祝生日，一起吃蛋糕，jelly 合唱《祝福〉。 老师哭了！接着我们都和老师拥抱和握手。。。在周会上，当我们的班长代表5SA3送老师纪念品时，kelvin借周会的mike喊5SA3 class stand. 全班站起来说：Thank you sir! we Love You, sir!!!!!退休仪式后，5SA3 都冲到礼堂外欢送老师，一边喊ALEX！一边拍手。。。后又唱歌。。。过后又跟着老师的车走到校门！今天我们班真的好疯狂哦！比校长荣休还要high!第一次觉得5SA3那么团结，连走进礼堂也排队。。。真的好以我们的班为荣哦！

this week~

tuesday 5/4/11
dissection of white mouse! i stand on lab table stil cnt c clearly..haiz...2 mouse was killed on chinese qing ming!

small intestine of white mouse

haiz......

thursday, 7/4/11

all f5 student took photo with their beloved frens....make types of pose n pattern...dis photo will be our unforgetable memories forever n forever..let us treasure our left few months with our frens n teacher, strive for our goals n get above average result at spm! all the best for all of us!

friday, 8/7/11

today  is our sch sukan tara, i am the team of yellow n today v involve in lompat jauh, 100m & 抛铅球!

下课后，我们就上课了，英文节时，我和嘉欣去交NILAM，和拿照片给图书馆老师。在我们打算要回班时，潘锦欣说oral要到我们了，叫我们不要回班！我们又跑回科学室。当left few分钟就敲钟，要回班时，遇到puan liao 在第三楼，haiz......又去找地方躲！回班怕oral，没有回班怕puan liao.这简直是我读书生涯里的第一次，跑的速度不知有没有超过跑100m...wah, really...haiz..原来ponteng kelas so exciting wan 1!!!hahahaa...

feeling of inferiority! i wanna be the best!

今天是图书馆迎新日。
颁发徽章给会员，宣誓，玩游戏等。可是我没有参与游戏啦，和其他F5ajk 在图书馆做事情。
图书馆改变很多哦，现在不止放地板，而且还换桌子，还有sofa..hahaa..so students can sit there to read books n magazine dy! library evironment n equipment is very gud n cosy now o!
one week de holiday so fast jiu come to end le...TT i dun wan to go n take exam paper arrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!n i dun want so fast spm..haiz!

today..

morning, i forced to go hair salon to cut my hair.

my grandma n uncle come frm penang n meet us here. after i cut my hair, i went sunway carnival n jusco wit my uncle n grandma while waiting my sis n mum 2 cut..i eat ice-cream wit my uncle while my grandma eat cheese cake!

after i went home, my dad brg us to sp to eat lunch with my uncle them..

now, only realise i hv so many works din do yet!!!!arghhh...

exam juz left one week more only, so scared i cnt finish reading, so scared i cnt get good result.

so much worry recently....haiz..only a moment wil make me forget d worry temporary..sleep!

sim jui present!

happy birthday, sim jui!

may joy, health and wealth follows u!

happy sweet 17th!

There are thgs that we dont want to happen but we hv to accept.
thgs we dont want to know, but we hv to learn
and people cnt live without but hv to let go.
算了吧！累了！

you may lose somethg good, but u may gain smtg even better.有时候放弃是一种幸福！

today happy nite but lonely nite

non stop fireworks at everywhere..now dy 12.45am stil got ppl put fireworks in my taman, juz now oso.

today i hang out with sim jui, cha sing, wei lynn n angie loh. i eat d fish n chips n share banana split with cha sing. v gamble there!!! no nid 2 say n no nid 2 ask. i sure win d ma, rite?!! win bout 30+.hahah hope dis is my first time n last time 2.. wah, stil hear d fireworks sound..but i like it! so that i wont felt so lonely at nite, stil got fireworks accompany me!tmr oni post d photo lahh, d cable at my second room, lazy 2 go n take le.^^

now is 5/2/11 , 2.03 am. i stil cnt sleep seem like 2 days before.

 2nd day:  my sis go swimming at splash pool after having breakfast. i din play outdoor 4 dis trip coz no ppl accompany me 2 play. so pity! so, v go shopping n watch fireworks at nite.. so grand!
3rd day:  having breakfast at first world cafe..wah, so crowded in early morning..all r early birds! then v go   shopping n play euro express again! den we chk out at bout 3pm, v went bek frm genting at bout 4 pm..
v having dinner at Tambun beside tol there. at there i cn c fireworks bout 5 till 6 times at diff side. once, d fireworks is juz on top of us, feel so lives!

2/2 - 4/2 i hv a CNY  3 days 2 night trip at genting with my family n relatives
1st day: morning, v eat macdonald at autocity. about 12.30pm v reach genting, later v go 'good fren' eat lunch, den v go play indoor such as ferris wheel, bumper car ( 2 times), deer,euro express, boat, n watch 4d( jet n jil)..haha.  v not need 2 line up so long for game coz this day less ppl..so cold here n heavy mist 2..

made frm plastic botol

lift at hotel resort

inddor place d

hotel genting lobby

good or bad???

生肖狗的整年运程： 生肖狗，在地支五行中代表为戌，与今年2011年的流年太岁相合，合太岁生肖，又犯桃花，感情财运皆不错，利于婚姻恋爱，求财合作，成年人防婚外恋或烂桃花，生肖狗是2011年运程比较好的生肖，可抓住机会，做些大的发展，投资合伙均收益。恋爱有成，婚姻合和，是可以确定婚姻大事的一年。身体健康上稍注意肠胃消化。但对于求学中的朋友来说，不是很旺文书学业。飞星八白到位，正神降临，综合分析整体一年运程都还不错
1994年出生的属狗人2011年运程：
1944年甲戌狗年生人；对于今年辛卯流年来讲为一种犯桃花之象。对于甲戌年生人，目前应该为学习阶段，但是犯桃花会直接影响到学业运；同时又为太岁之财，多为一种缀学求财之象。总的运势来讲，今年的运势为一种变动之象；也就是一生中的一个转折点，想办法以接受天象，缓解太岁压力。

：“天克地合”1994年甲戌狗年出生的人进入2011年辛卯兔年，天干甲木克制辛金，地支卯戌相合，谓之天克地合；天克地合，喜忧参半，今年总体运势不错，有贵人相照，健康无须担忧；但今年学习压力也会较大，常受外部环境干扰而未能静心学习。今年对于94年属狗的人而言有早恋的迹象，目前应该为学习阶段，犯桃花会直接影响到学业运，且不可能有结果，只会浪费心神与宝贵的学习时间，忘慎待之；94年属狗人可佩戴[开光和田玉本命佛]”和 [黄水晶貔貅手链]以得贵人相助，生活学业更为顺畅。 可于办公桌旁摆放[旺财镇宅-风水转运轮] 和“[黄水晶七星阵]”吉祥物，以使得兔年学业突飞猛进！

Happy Chinese New YEAR

提前祝大家新年快乐！恭喜发财，万事如意！想我的话，就时常联络我吧。

25/1/11
cancer: u feel the need to brg smtg to an end but at the same time , you feel the need for stability.
28/1/11
there are good stars for love n romance.There stars wont waft you off on soft,fluffy cloud but there will be moments u 1 2 hang on to.

Love is BLIND

找一个能一起吃苦的，而不是一起享受的。
找一个能一起承担的，而不是一起逃避的。
找一个能对你负责的，而不是对爱情负责的。
爱情是盲目的，生活是现实的。
因为爱情只不过是人类为了逃避现实，而衍生的产品 。
为了逃避现实，我寻找爱情。
为了寻找爱情，我失去真情 。
失去了真情，才发现早已身陷虚情.。
爱，绝不是缺了就找，更不是累了就换。
你以为爱情是什么？
一点点的动心，一点点的冲动，一个拥抱一个吻？
天真的人，日剧看多了，痞子蔡的文章看多了。
这也许是爱情的一部分，但绝对不是大部分。
爱情的主体是生活，一起生活。
你能陪她一时的难过，但你能陪她承受所有的压力吗？
你能给她身体的温度，但你能给她生活的方向吗？
你可曾想象当热情褪去，
拥抱对你已经没有任何吸引力。
你们如何走下去？
距离是真爱的考验，由时间作为答案。
为了你深爱的人，请做出点牺牲，守住你们的爱情 。
否则怎么能谈得上真正的爱情。
你可以忘记以前的誓言，但要记住自己的真心。
扪心自问，你是否爱的那么深？
你愿意让两个人都受伤吗？
爱，绝不是缺了就找，更不是累了就换 。
生活不是一个人好好的活。
是两个人如何一起好好过。
但是一些客观的原因，现实中你们目前还不能在一起。
难道你就这样轻易放弃，而委曲求全了吗？
难道你就不能为爱守侯吗？
你允许自己的目光如此短浅，而只看见眼前的快乐吗？
一生就这样的走完吗？
是真爱，就永不言弃！！

Believe u! because..

Friendship often end in love, but love in friendship. never!

console

所谓的海枯石烂，甚至友谊永固，在时间与距离的影响下，是否仍以旧？是否有经得起考验？

对于生活中的每样事物，只要不过与苛求，“落空”又怎会成为生命篇章里的常客？
学会放下，不是逃避，更不是软弱，而是一种豁然的处事哲学。

stars paper: Somethg ends, somethg starts...

If i Let you go

Day after day time pass away
And i just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows i hide it inside
I keep on searching but i can't find
The courage to show, to letting u know
I've never felt so much in love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
(chorus)
But if i let u go i will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will i ever see you smiling back at me (oh yeah) ?
How will i know if i let you go?
Night after night i hear my self say
Why can't this fewling just fade away?
These no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
Its such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm to shy to ask, I'm to proud to lose
But sooner or later i've got to choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
(repeat chorus)
Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
But if i let u go (oh) i will never know
What my life would be holding you colse to me (close to me)
Will i ever see you smiling back at me (oh yeah) ?
How will i know if i let you go ?
But if i let you go i will never know (oh baby)
Will i ever see you smiling back at me (oh yeah)?
How will i know if i let you go?

曾经拥有的不要忘记，
难以得到的更要珍惜，
属于自己的不要放弃，
不属于自己的不要强求，
已经失去的留作回忆。
   新瑞赠

only today i cn back frm sch earlier. this week frm monday till thurs day, i wear d sch uniform frm morning till nite.really "hardworking".haha. On monday, i stay back for interview f1 students (librarian) , then, tuesday n wednesday is for tuition, thurs, is meeting n duty..almost exhausted dy. i only start doing homework at bout 9 pm....so hope i cn drive car dy, so no need 2 cal my dad brg me here n there...haiz.

i realise that many f1 students so small only...haha.i cn cc many f1 boy still shorter den me..so happy..haha.long time din hv dis feeling dy.

昨天我去“亚仲海鲜饭店”吃晚餐时，发现昨天的浪，比以前大好多哦。。所以把它录下。了.^^

first day at school

very sad...今天一进班（大概六点四十五分左右吧），似乎好的位子都没有了。只好坐旁边的第一排。感觉上好陌生哦！只有几个认识的。。。所以放了书包后，就到A2去。我不想那么快回班。我不想承认这就是我的班，为什么在应该是最后一年的F5下班？！好怀念以前，我真的好怀念以前TT。我到现在才知道什么叫珍惜拥有。以前我不懂珍惜，不懂珍惜昔日在A1的日子，不懂珍惜昔日的友情，不懂珍惜好多好多。。。今年是不是我最珍惜的一年呢？人的缘份好奥妙。。。往日的欢声笑语不知是否还能重现，但我会把它留在心理的最深处，成为将来美好的回忆。

1/1/11

cornetto d..

Happy New Year! i stay at home all a day..very boring. playing computer, watch tv , play badminton and eat ice-cream!